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Kat Koh's avatar

God 👏 damn it 👏 John 👏

“The author who benefits you most is not the one who tells you something you did not know before, but the one who gives expression to the truth that has been dumbly struggling in you for utterance.” — Oswald Chambers

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Excellent piece John. I really relate to much of your journey, though I eventually landed on Islam as the framework for what I felt was an inherent call for my embodied “spirituality”. I think you rightly point out that lack of community may be the sticking point as to why something still doesn’t feel right - alongside that feeling of just following your whims. This can be a challenge for me too. If it’s worth anything, even if you embrace Christianity again, or any other path; there will still be the work of finding or maybe moulding an expression of it which is unique to you. Having experienced other traditions I think you’re in a good position to intuit what resonates at a heart level. Most of all though, give yourself some grace. Some things we‘ll only truly know at the end of the journey— until then, keep your intentions pure (as they seem to be) and keep up the effort.

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